Thank you my hero : Rocky Balboa

I’ve just finished watching Rocky Balboa movie, that was fun to me , It feels good to have this opportunity to say goodbye to your child hood hero the one how you used to be loved and it will be best goodbye if he gives you an advice , It gives me what I really needed :

 

“It ain't about how hard you hit.

It's about how hard you can get hit,

and keep movin' forward.”

 

Lately I’m having problems with my personal  life , you know a lots of miscarriages were making me nuts , I felt so bad abut my life style , my friends , my family , my job , my nation  and every thing around . Everything I did, it failed.so every where was dark and dirty to me. I hated this world because it wasn’t what I had promised to myself when I was a little kid.

 

I can remember, I didn’t have a childhood as nice as most of you had. I was alone most of the times , I didn’t have a real friend , my family live were not very good (not very bad too but not good enough for me ) and I always got beaten by my mother at least twice a day by means of  a leader belt ! when I got to school other students made fun of me because I was fat and my heir where stubby .I didn’t really wanted to be like that I didn’t create myself! I wasn’t responsible for what GOD did, but people don’t understand that really. Back to those days I was a kind of cute! I don’t know why my classmates hate my fatness and heirs so much because I really never hurt them but older girls (high school girls) mentioned me as the cutest one .by the way I never understand why adult people those days lived me or hated me and those who hated me (the ones I never sow them before and never sow them after) really hated me. I guess they had been hurt by someone how looked like me somehow. I don’t now!

I started school in most overwhelming situation of my life, I really hated school , I really hated my teacher who menace me with her dark and humid dungeon that had snakes and scorpions because I had been negligent and I always had problems with my dictation. I was very slow in writing too, so my homework took more than 6 hours every day and we have extra homework even on holydays !(I hate those days) I always had problems in school and my teacher told my mom that I am untalented and I couldn’t go even to high school because I was really stupid ! assume my mother, she used to  cry at least twice  a week since that day and  I didn’t know why she had been crying so mach  and  when I asked her why are you crying she just told me it’s nothing only I’m nostalgic. Screw my teacher (look at me ma’am I’m an engineer now!) ! I brought up like that .  I hated my life all along not always but most of times so I promised my self a good life full of joy and happiness, a fairytale love live and reach enough to buy a car, travel to other countries and make new friends! Good ones who never make fun of me  I vowed to myself happiness and I’m almost 26 and I’m still miserable!

 

Now these tow last movies I’ve seen (“Rocky Balboa” and “Pursuit of happYness”) teach me a lesson (or I better say remind me something) “to be strong !and keep moving forward” you know happiness is something to be pursuit , so go get it even if this world punches you right and left .lets keep movin' forward

 


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